When you can't live without someone.

On what would have been our sixth anniversary together - wow!, six years - I took a shot and sent her three messages, telling her how I felt about her. How much I missed her. How I would always love her. And I left something on her doorstep for her.

Later I was shopping and suddenly in front of me, there she was. She was just in casual work clothes, but she was without a doubt the most beautiful sight I had ever seen!

She looked at me with longing in her eyes and said "Thank you". When I said "for what?", she replied "for the messages - for everything". We shopped together for a while, catching up, and realizing just how much we missed each other. How much we adored each other.

And though we can't always see each other, we talk frequently on the phone, sharing our days with each other. Sharing our lives with each other, because we are simply a necessary part of each others' lives. And it would be crazy to change that.

It's amazing how much more wonderful my life is now that she is back in it. How much better everything is, just because she is there for me, and I for her.

Alone.

It has been three weeks since I saw her. We used to see each other every day, and I can't find the words to describe how alone I feel without her.

I am constantly reminded of her. Today I can't stop thinking of walking hand in hand on the beach with her.

There are a million things I want to tell her every day. I wonder if she is thinking of me too. I'd like to think she was.

So many memories. So much left unsaid. So much to share. And nobody to do it with, when the only one I want is her.

Empty. Just empty.

I really can't believe that I will never see her again.

She was my twin flame, so close and so much a part of my life. She completed me.

And now she's gone. And I can barely find the energy to say these few brief words.

I miss her.

I miss her every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day.

My life seems hollow and empty without her. I am constantly thinking of all of the moments we've shared.

I ache from missing her.

She needs me.

We bumped into each other today and talked about our respective holidays. Her puppy died just before Christmas and she is still pretty broken up about it, and the holidays were a bit subdued as a result.

We missed each other on New Year's Day, but she told me she had a speech already for me that day, but the moment had passed. I just looked at her and told her that I'd missed her very much, and that I liked her a lot - more than a lot actually. She said her speech was along that same line.

As we were leaving we were beside her car and she looked at me and said that she was going to tell me yesterday that she needed me.She didn't just want me; she needed me emotionally. She said she hadn't wanted that to happen, but it did.

The truth is, I need her too.I feel as if we've been emotionally connected since we met. When I tell her that I want her I'm saying the same thing. I want to hold her, touch her, kiss her, and just be with her. Being near her makes my pulse race, and her smile makes me melt.

Hot and wet.

She told me today that she woke up thinking of me. She thinks of me all the time. And I'm constantly thinking of her.

When we bumped into each other later on, she told me she was hot and wet just thinking about me, and if I were to apply just a little pressure - my hard cock against her clit - she would come.She looked into my eyes, her body shivering ever so slightly, and I knew if I did that I would come too.

Even in the middle of a busy shopping mall, it was so tempting to push her up against the wall and do just that. We make an explosive combination.

She doesn't want to lose me.

We were talking the other day about how much we enjoy each others' company. She told me that she didn't want to lose me. I told her that I felt the same way. In fact, I told her I felt a little more strongly than that, and she looked at me with those deep brown eyes and said she did too.

She said that she didn't expect to like me as much as she did, but she did. And she felt an incredible emotional connection. I told her I felt the same way. And I told her that I wasn't going anywhere.

Today we saw each other in a bookstore and she pulled me to her and gave me a great big hug, which we repeated several times while we were in the store. She feels so good close and up against me, and I just love to kiss her neck.

I must be incredibly lucky. I'm in love with a beautiful woman. And she feels the same way about me.