The connection between us.

Even though she said she couldn't make it today, she joined me for coffee. For almost three hours. She wanted to see me because she missed me. She even told me that she went by my house while I was away, just because she wanted to feel the connection between us. The connection between us is incredible, and the desire in our eyes is so strong that I'm surprised that everyone doesn't feel it.

She asked if I would ever ask anyone to inquire about her personal information. I told her no, that I would just ask her if I wanted to know something, because that was the kind of relationship I wanted to have with her. Then she told me that when we first met she had a police friend run my license plate to find out about me. I couldn't help but laugh, but it felt very sweet that she would go to such trouble to find out more about me.

I asked her if she thought of us as girlfriend/boyfriend, despite the high school connotations. She said she wasn't sure, but I reminded her that she had already said she knew we would sleep together sometime, so she had already thought about it. And we both thought that while casual sex would be nice, we wanted much more than casual. We wanted something very special. She may take some time to get comfortable with the idea, but I think we're already there.

Every moment I spend with her is more wonderful than the one before. Our time together is precious, and I look forward to every second. I can tell from her eyes and her face that she enjoys them as much as I do. That she wants me as much as I want her. Even if it takes a while to get there.

Because I'm not going anywhere.